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The 3’s explained

3 is a master number. There is really no grey area with a master number. It is either super powerful in a positive way or super powerful in a negative way.  Unfortunately, they are really challenging to overcome when they are in one of the karmic areas. 3 is also a double meaning number. Think of a double number as going from something to something. The 3 double number meaning is poverty to wealth. This could mean going from actual poverty to having money. Or you may have money, but your inner world is in a state of poverty. The road from poverty to wealth is all about healing your deep unworthiness.  

Mars is the planet for the 3 energy. Mars rules Aries and Scorpio.  It is the planet of courage, strength, energy, and action.  When Mars is in a debilitated position, you would have trouble being strong and your energy would be spread out in too many places.  The body part is the right ear. You may not want to hear what others have to say for fear of them triggering your unworthiness. 

3's karma

If you have a 3 in your physical karma area, you will have to work to get through this. Always start with your physical karma. You won’t be able to get very far with the rest of your chart unless you work on this karma first. If you have this number in your physical goals area, this could be a career path. 

This unworthiness is initially deep in your subconscious. So, it may look like racking up debt. Spending money is something that feels good and is driven by the unworthiness. Then you wake up with a whole bunch of debt and you’re not really sure how you got there. 

You are shy and afraid to express yourself confidently. You worry about how things will look. Your ego is so worried about what people will think about you, it keeps you from interacting and sharing things you like or find interesting. Because if you are wrong about something or someone, that would be devastating. You underestimate your ability to teach. You can be impatient, a martyr, and stubborn.  You may be blocked sexually. Many times, you don’t even know what you feel. And when you finally figure it out, you have trouble expressing it. You may feel so unworthy, you don’t think you belong anywhere. This may manifest as feeling like no one noticing you when you walk into a room. All of these are tied to the deep unworthiness.

You need to become a teacher of some kind. If it’s in your spiritual karma area, you would be teaching more spiritual concepts that come to you through your soul. Overcoming this karma is about learning to express yourself which you can struggle with.

3’s talents

You are a teacher, but it’s more than just regurgitating information. The things you teach come from your connection to God and your soul. You love to perform, are very intuitive, and creative. You are expressive and vocal. You feel at home writing, performing, and singing. You are a leader with courage and willpower. You have this need to share things you learn with others. You even share money and possessions, and you feel joy from doing it. You have an interest in sexuality that is more than most people have. 

3’s goals

A teacher who teaches from their soul. This doesn’t have to be a conventional teacher. Just a teacher of some kind. Also, to make lots of money and awaken sexually by overcoming the unworthiness. Well, that doesn’t sound terrible!

3’s soul destiny

A teacher of some kind. Similar to the goals.

Anytime you see a 3 in your chart, you will work with this energy. However, a 3-3 means you are working with the full expression of the 3. If you have a 12-3, both energies are at play in an aspect of your chart. But the 3-3 means it’s full on 3’s in that aspect of your chart.

Support for the 3-3s, 12-3s, and 21-3s

Healing the unworthiness. Most likely this came from a mother or father (or both) who made you feel unworthy. And it got stuffed down so all these years later, it is at the root of all the things you do and feel every day. But how do you heal this unworthiness?

I remember reading "The Body Keeps the Score".  At the end of the book, he suggests theatre as a way to heal trauma.  The goal is getting you in touch with expressing emotions.  Even if that means starting out adopting a character's emotions and using your own body to express them. Until eventually, you are able to reach and express your own emotions.  I thought that sounded terrible and there would be no chance of that happening for me.  However, I am trying new things.  I didn't think I could ever be on social media or post anything because I was so afraid of how that would look.  Once you realize you have an issue with unworthiness, you can take small steps in the direction of expressing yourself.  Another small step could be singing or dancing just in the privacy of your own home to start.  What do you think your inner child would love to do?  

Expressing any sort of feeling or emotion when it happens. You are so used to keeping things bottled up that either it will be difficult to access feelings or once you do, they may come flooding out. As you do this, more and more will come out. The goal is movement. Breaking down the blockages so feelings can move freely. Your mind is going to want to get in the way. You may have to pause and figure out if your mind is trying to assign a meaning to a feeling or if you are actually feeling it. Tears are important. If you are one to rarely cry, this needs to change. When you feel tears coming up for whatever reason, let them flow. Tears are cleansing even if you don’t know the reason. Just let them flow.

Remember you are loved.  God loves you. The universe loves you. Your angels and guides love you. Just try saying “God loves me.” It is quite effective. You need love to overcome this unworthiness. And even if you don't have anyone in your life at the moment, it doesn’t matter. God loves you. Just try it.

Money. You have to get a handle on your finances. Get real about what you are spending. If you struggle with the negative aspects of this number, you will have money troubles and debt. Why are you buying this or that? You probably never asked that question. You just bought it because it made you feel better. Start asking why. Why do I want this? Once you know the unworthiness is the one in control, then the thing you wanted, suddenly you don’t want anymore. 

You have to give money away freely without any strings attached. Giving money to a person or organization can increase your cash flow. But you have to give it with love and from your heart. It can’t be forced and it can’t come from the unworthiness. You’ll know because it just feels right. Holding onto and hoarding money is as bad as giving it up without thought. It all stems from unworthiness. Energy wants to flow. Money is energy. Let it flow with love and purpose. 

You may want people to speak in your left ear when it’s important. The right ear may trigger your unworthiness with what they tell you.