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The 9’s explained

WOW! First of all, the number 9 is the most powerful energy of any of the numbers. It is so powerful, people with 9's feel like they are protected by God. Whatever happens, they feel like they will be OK no matter what.  This number is about hearing. The ability to hear God clearly. More than four 9s in a chart means your soul is so powerful it will be tough on your physical body. It's also associated with your left kidney.
 

9's karma

If you have a 9 in your physical karma area, you will have to work to get through this. Always start with your physical karma. You won’t be able to get very far with the rest of your chart unless you work on this karma first. If you have this number in your physical goals area, this could be a career path. 

Your childhood was not great. Your parents took away your power. You may use your power to create something negative in your life. You may use it to create abusive situations so that you can play the role of the victim. You could also use your power to control other people or situations. You could let your pride get in the way and be over dramatic.

In physical karma, this is a complete unwillingness to express your power and comes from past lives. You have a fear of destroying someone else or yourself if you unleash your power.  
 

You might resist your spiritual power. This may look like not trusting your connection to God/higher power or your intuition, or you don't feel anything at all. You tend to trust an authority figure, teacher, or guru instead of your own intuition. You end up just giving your power away. You must learn to connect to your power. Once you feel your power it can be scary, especially when you see the effect it has on other people. If you have a 9 in your karma, goals, or soul destiny, you may ask everyone what to do in a situation instead of trusting your own intuition. 

There may be lower back and sacral issues from the suppressing of your power.
 

9's talent

You can do anything and are unstoppable! Basically, you are the embodiment of God here on earth. If the 9-9 lands in your physical talents area, this is the most powerful combination anyone can have. You can do pretty much anything. Including working through other negative aspects in your chart. You know that as you serve others, you will be served. Yes, you have this incredible power, but you aren’t using it to take advantage of others or win just because you can.

You are the catalyst or spark that can make almost anything happen. You are creative, a peacemaker, and have a great belief in yourself. When you hear the truth, you know it. You are connected and trust God/higher power and your intuition. You could be a great medium, channel, and healer. 

If you learn to trust your intuition, you will also learn that it is usually correct.
 

9's goals

First you must take back your power. Then, you must use your power with integrity. Make sure you're not using it to control people or a situation.

9’s soul destiny

There is extra power throughout your whole chart. Acknowledgement of your complete power and the protection of your soul. You are a channel and serve others by bringing through higher levels of truth.
 

Anytime you see a 9 in your chart, you will work with this energy. However, a 9-9 means you are working with the full expression of the 9. If you have a 18-9, both energies are at play in an aspect of your chart. But the 9-9 means it’s full on 9’s in that aspect of your chart.

Support for the 9-9s and 18-9s

9s in karma, goals, or soul destiny will take some healing to overcome and move into the more positive/talent side of the 9s. Here are some things you can work on. Even if you have 9s in a talent position, it still may need help expressing the 9 in a more positive way. There may be things you need professional help with healing. Whatever you need to heal, that is the most important thing.

Healing from physical, emotional, or mental abuse. Finding a way or ways to express your feelings of having your power taken away. You may have shoved these feelings down and being able to bring them back up is what starts the healing process. So let these feelings of disempowerment have a voice again. This could be uncomfortable. But you have to hear it, see it, and sit with it.

As we shove down our feelings, our emotions just end up turning off. Start paying attention to even the smallest feelings as you start to trust and express your emotions again. You used to be a bright light in the world. You just need to find the light again.

Take small steps each day to take back your power. Maybe set a boundary or let some of that anger out. There’s bound to be some anger in there. Punch a pillow, scream in your car, or maybe take a kickboxing class. 

Practice trusting your body’s reactions to situations. Start small and notice how your body reacts to things. As you start to trust your body’s reactions, which is your intuition, you can try it on bigger and bigger things. Once you get the hang of this, you learn to just trust the flow of God/higher power running through you. It could be scary and exciting at the same time.

You may want to try some kidney cleanses since the 9’s are about the left kidney. Yoga and Qi Gong can increase the energy in that area, helping to detoxify it.

Meditating is of course important for connecting to the higher spirit. Make sure to also practice grounding. You don’t always have to be barefoot on the earth. It’s still ok to just sit cross legged on the floor or place your feet on the floor. Anything that moves the energy down into your body.

You can’t do everything in your head. Trust me, I’ve tried! One of the ways to connect with the earth and those lower chakras is to just find something to feel joyful about. Feeling joyful and playful moves that energy from the crown down into those lower chakras. And since the 9s struggle with lower back and chakra issues, this is crucial. Think of things a child would do. They like music, drawing, laughing, hugging, etc. Find your playful child. They are still in there!